For six months I have wanted the same pair of shoes, and for
a Gemini’s attention span this is a lifetime, this week the day finally came
when I got these beautiful leather, steal capped, triple soled, buckled
beauties. My favourite part in the
purchase of new shoes is the first moment you try them on and an instant
partnership is formed, you are going to travel the world together, party
together and walk taller, there is so much to look forward to.
With no patience I wore them the first chance I had. Things were going well for a while, and then
the pain started. I went and bought
thicker socks, but the pain got worse, by the evening I had to ask for a
plaster in a bar I had gone to, and by the end of the day I was limping home. The partnership between the shoes and I had definitely
turned a little sour, the relief I felt taking them off…well I can’t even
explain.
I strapped up my heal and reverted to an old trustworthy
pair of Dr Martin boots, but the pain just got worse, I battled it with pain
killers and blister plaster, I even had the Theatre Manager get me a walking
stick out of our props store. The shoes have
gone back in the box, waiting for me to heal so I can attack them again.
To deviate, or perhaps to parallel, this experience isn't
dissimilar to putting together a new show.
The meet and greet, the first read through, that’s when you first try on
the show and you know a fabulous production lies just a few weeks away.
Then everything gets underway and sometimes there are bumps,
and it can be painful (sometime literally, yesterday I saw the theatre manager
hit her head on a low door frame at least three times) rehearsals aren't always
smooth, lighting can be temperamental, sets are enormous sculptures that take
time and energy out of everyone.
But you have your team; they are your pain killers, your
plasters, your bandages and your stick.
The support system that helps you through the pain, and before you realise
it you have worn in the shoes, they have moulded to the exact shape of your
feet and they are perfect. And not only
appreciated by you but by those around you, “That shoe was amazing, the best
shoe I've ever seen”.
The pain is forgotten and you can enter into a wonderful
run.
That isn’t to say everyone will like your shoes, there aren’t
always to everyone’s taste, but it’s often just easier to ignore the critics.